Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Disappointed

"It is a shame that the most important things in your life are the ones you can't talk about..."

--H.R. Giger

But I can. In a way. Though there are three or four reasons keeping me biting my tongue and not saying what I really have to say this morning, I will boil and distill for you fine Folks Back Home.

In the land of the blind, the one-eyed are kings. In Portland, corruption is a virtue if you can do it creatively and call it "green." I don't smoke meth, fuck anything with a pulse, sweat human semen all over people I never met, or rob the City blind with their full knowledge. Therefore, I guess I gotta stay poor.

Portland has been run by mobsters and pimps since it was built, behind the smokescreen of democracy and the figureheads at City Hall. And some of the folks those mobsters and pimps put up as Sustainable Saviors... really just need to be institutionalized or incarcerated. Possibly lobotomized. Definitely out of my phone book.

Just a shame. Seven different kinds of shame. For every good thing that ever happens in this City, we forget that the people who really run it are clinically insane.

Maybe instead of snarling up the MAX and getting in people's faces about abortion or cigarettes or whatever issue makes them look cool to yell about that day...

Maybe some of these "thousands of [insert denomination] protestors" could bring back muck-raking journalism instead, or go after people who actually need going after and take back this supposedly "progressive" city from the monsters it was given away to long ago.

3 comments:

Jess Gulbranson said...

"I wanna start from
Before the beginning
Loot wine, "Be mine, and
Then let's stay out for the night"
Ride via Parkside
Semi-perilous lives
Jeer the lights in the windows
Of all safe and stable homes
(But wondering then, well what
Could peace of mind be like ?)
Anyway do you want to hear
Our story, or not ?
As the Fulham Road lights
Stretch and invite into the night
From a Stevenage overspill
We'd kill to live around
SW6 - with someone like you
Keep thieves' hours
With someone like you
...As long as it slides
You stalk the house
In a low-cut blouse :
"Oh Christ, another stifled
Friday night !"
And the Fulham Road lights
Stretch and invite into the night
Well, I was fifteen
What could I know ?
When the gulf between
All the things I need
And the things I receive
Is an ancient ocean
Wide, wild, lost, uncrossed
Still I maintain there's nothing
Wrong with you
You do all that you do
Because it's all you can do
Well, I was fifteen
Where could I go ?
With a soul full of loathing
For stinging bureaucracy
Making it anything
Other than easy
For working girls like me
With my hands on my head
I flop on your bed
With a head full of dread
For all I've ever said
Maladjusted, maladjusted
Maladjusted maladjusted
Never to be trusted
Oh, never to be trusted
There's nothing wrong with me, oh
There's nothing wrong with me, oh
There's nothing wrong with me, oh
There's nothing wrong with me"

Edward Morris said...
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Edward Morris said...

As much as Morrissey makes me want to stab him in the neck sometimes, he does have a good bead on the classical pulse of Manchester-Salford (syn. Milwaukie/Hollidaysburg.) Occasionally, with tunes like this one or 'I Don't Mind If You Forget Me' he transcends his own weird myth.